down 4 pounds

… from 3 days ago. if it’s not one extreme its another. IDK what to do with myself… Why can’t I just be normal? I mean, why is it so hard to just eat normally? Oh I know why, bc society has this thing that makes me want to strive for this perfect body that is completely Unattainable! ! ! ! ! and I have this mental issue that creates some sort of mental blockage from understanding what it is I need to do in order to be “healthy” and “normal”.

ugh IDK I am so tired and delirious.

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